Albas My life, love and everything else

I feel like always. Not at all different. But, it can't be like that. Something must be different! Anyway, I've spent fifteen years of my life trying to be fifteen. Especially the last year has been really very difficult. When you're fourteen, somehow you still feel like a kid. At least treat you as such. When you're fifteen, in contrast, you're almost an adult. There MUST, therefore, be a change. The calendar is written in black on white: Today is April 30, my birthday. From today I have exactly one year to find the difference, if there is one."